Maine Responder | Leadership. Growth. Resilience.
Maine Responder | Leadership. Growth. Resilience.
Maine Responder explores leadership, human performance, and the work that shapes who we become. Through conversations and reflections, we ask better questions about resilience, identity, purpose, and living with intention.

Leadership. Growth. Resilience.

Honest conversations about leadership, identity, and the challenges first responders carry—relevant to everyone.

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Officer Joshua Herrmann: Recovery, Trauma, and Showing Up for Others Ep. 29
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Oct. 15, 2026

Officer Joshua Herrmann: Recovery, Trauma, and Showing Up for Others

When Officer Joshua Herrmann talks about recovery, he speaks from both sides of the badge. He shares how nearly two decades in recovery shaped his path from corrections to policing and the way he now supports people facing addiction, trauma, mental health challenges, and homelessness. Elliott and Joshua discuss the connections that helped him build a life beyond work, the experiences that taught him to meet people without judgment, and how deflection and diversion can create a path toward help.
Live With End in Your Sights. Ep. 28
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Oct. 3, 2026

Live With End in Your Sights.

Are you so focused on what’s next that you’re missing what’s happening now? In this solo episode, Elliott reflects on memento mori, the reality that time is limited, and how remembering that can help us be more present with family, friendships, and everyday life. Remembering mortality can bring attention back to ordinary love and the people beside us. Elliott reflects on how time can disappear into the next shift or project and what it means to give family, friends, and pets a real share of o
Are We Our Own Worst Enemy? Self-Talk, Peer Support & the Stories We Tell Ourselves Ep. 27
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Sept. 16, 2026

Are We Our Own Worst Enemy? Self-Talk, Peer Support & the Stories We Tell Ourselves

When does realistic self-talk help you prepare, and when does it start holding you back? Elliott and Billy unpack the inner stories first responders tell themselves after feedback, difficult calls, and everyday setbacks. They distinguish negative thinking from honest preparation and look at how confidence, training, and peer support affect the way responders handle pressure. The conversation connects mindset to the culture of policing, where people may hesitate to admit doubt or ask for help. Ra
Maybe It Was Me: When the Job Becomes Your Identity Ep. 26
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Aug. 10, 2026

Maybe It Was Me: When the Job Becomes Your Identity

Many people enter first responder careers expecting purpose, camaraderie, and lifelong friendships. What happens when the job does not feel the way you imagined? Elliott and Billy talk candidly about disappointment, changing expectations, and the risk of letting a career become your whole identity. Their conversation explores how policing and other service professions shape our sense of purpose, and why it can be difficult to admit when reality falls short of the dream. They consider what can he
Don’t Drag Shit Into the House Ep. 25
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July 27, 2026

Don’t Drag Shit Into the House

A brief interaction can follow you long after it ends. Elliott reflects on how difficult conversations and other people’s emotions can leave first responders tense, anxious, or replaying events at home. The episode asks a useful question: what are you carrying that belongs to someone else? It explores emotional boundaries, awareness, and the small pause that can help you respond with intention instead of absorbing every frustration around you. For responders and leaders, this is a reminder that
What a Benson Boone Concert Taught Me About Intentional Living Ep. 24
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July 19, 2026

What a Benson Boone Concert Taught Me About Intentional Living

A family trip to a Benson Boone concert becomes an unexpected lesson about the work behind success. Elliott notices that what looks effortless onstage is built through countless hours of practice and unseen choices. That observation leads to a question that reaches beyond music: are we living intentionally, or simply reacting to what comes next? The episode connects preparation and consistency to first responder life, personal growth, and the goals people say matter to them. Elliott reflects on

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July 24, 2026

The Backflip Nobody Saw: What a Pop Concert Taught Me About Mastery and Drift

My wife and I grabbed last-minute tickets to see Benson Boone at TD Garden because my daughters already had theirs, and though we weren't sitting together, we wanted “to be there” with them. The seats we ended up with had a limited view of the stage…
July 21, 2026

Three Shifts: What Every Call, Every Day, Every Year Is Doing to You

Years ago, a chief I respected used to remind us, "You apply for this job every day."At the time, I understood it as an obligation to earn the privilege of wearing the badge. As time went by, I realized that applying for the job means something deep…
July 21, 2026

When "Work Family" Language Backfires in First Responder Culture

There's a pattern that plays out in first responder units across the country. Team members talk about their unit being a family, and many people feel something real... a sense of belonging that makes the hard days easier. The language creates an exp…

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Elliott Moya

Host | Maine Responder

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Great message

"I enjoyed the recent podcast. The message is one I wish I had learned earlier in dealing with different issues whether the public on a call or a coworker who robs your joy. Keep up the good message…"

Mike McCarn Retired LE | July 30, 2026